Thelema Lodge
Ordo Templi Orientis
P.O.Box 2303
Berkeley, CA 94702 USA
September 1990 e.v. at Thelema Lodge
Announcements from
Lodge Members and Officers
| Were I a high and mighty God | |
| Who never had to pant and plod | |
| Along one straight and narrow way, | |
| I'm sure I'd want to run and play | |
| Across the ordered fields of stars | |
| And scatter them with jolts and jars, | |
| Then swing upon the chandeliers | |
| Of clustered suns, to tweak the ears | |
| Of other Gods who might be nigh | |
| Within the vast and empty sky. | |
| Then where these chandeliers are hung | |
| Down from the arching rafters swung | |
| That roof the curving universe | |
| I'd stop awhile and then converse; | |
| With much ado and apish wit | |
| I'd seat myself and there I'd sit | |
| To state my views and eloquize | |
| With those who would philosophize | |
| Upon the broad celestial view-- | |
| Or pitch a bit of apish woo. | |
First published in The Grady Project #2 (December 1987 e.v.)
| the Fool | '04-05, | '26-27, | '48-49, | '70-71, | '92-93 |
| the Magus | '05-06, | '27-28, | '49-50, | '71-72, | '93-94 |
| the Priestess | '06-07, | '28-29, | '50-51, | '72-73, | '94-95 |
| the Empress | '07-08, | '29-30, | '51-52, | '73-74, | '95-96 |
| the Emperor | '08-09, | '30-31, | '52-53, | '74-75, | '96-97 |
| the Hierophant | '09-10, | '31-32, | '53-54, | '75-76, | '97-98 |
| the Lovers | '10-11, | '32-33, | '54-55, | '76-77, | '98-99 |
| the Chariot | '11-12, | '33-34, | '55-56, | '77-78, | '99-00 |
| Adjustment | '12-13, | '34-35, | '56-57, | '78-79, | '00-01 |
| the Hermit | '13-14, | '35-36, | '57-58, | '79-80, | '01-02 |
| Fortune | '14-15, | '36-37, | '58-59, | '80-81, | '02-03 |
| Lust | '15-16, | '37-38, | '59-60, | '81-82, | '03-04 |
| the Hanged Man | '16-17, | '38-39, | '60-61, | '82-83, | '04-05 |
| Death | '17-18, | '39-40, | '61-62, | '83-84, | '05-06 |
| Art | '18-19, | '40-41, | '62-63, | '84-85, | '06-07 |
| the Devil | '19-20, | '41-42, | '63-64, | '85-86, | '07-08 |
| the Tower | '20-21, | '42-43, | '64-65, | '86-87, | '08-09 |
| the Star | '21-22, | '43-44, | '65-66, | '87-88, | '09-10 |
| the Moon | '22-23, | '44-45, | '66-67, | '88-89, | '10-11 |
| the Sun | '23-24, | '45-46, | '67-68, | '89-90, | '11-12 |
| the Aeon | '24-25, | '46-47, | '68-69, | '90-91, | '12-13 |
| the Universe | '25-26, | '47-48, | '69-70, | '91-92, | '13-14 |

THE HALF LYRE:
| You went looking for a voice, | |
| but you found this song instead | |
| You keep hoping for a choice, | |
| but you sing these words with dread | |
| of revealing the feelings you know that you feel, | |
| of unsealing the dealings of gods with your soul, | |
| of repeating the meeting of halves in a whole, | |
| of decoding the meaning of what you're all for | |
| You keep striving for your goal, | |
| but it slips and slides away, | |
| and you never gained control | |
| of the lips that silence pays | |
| It's a heartache to wake up and look in the mirror | |
| Sets you reeling when feelings are suddenly clear, | |
| and you're able to open the door without fear | |
| of decoding the meaning of what you're all for | |
| You've been working so many years | |
| at imbalancing your brain | |
| Who can see that all those tears | |
| you've been storing up like grain | |
| are for tomorrow's sowing time | |
| when you'll start the same new game? | |
| You don't know You can't know | |
| exactly where I've been, | |
| but if you'll | |
| take chances | |
| you just might let me in |


) grant a safe and fruitful fulfillment of
this Ritual."
) into Abgadach (
)
be freely given and received."

10. "I invoke Da'at in Malkut that my senses fail me not. May the
), the flames, foundations, the angels of existence,
), Saturn in
), the angelic Cherubs of four ways, winds and forms,
), the Moon in
), the angelic sons of the gods and goddesses
)
Mercury in
), the angelic gods and goddesses who formed the world,
), Venus in
), the royal angels of the middle place,
), the Sun in
), the burning ones, the exalted angels of wrath,
), Mars in
), the shining angels of divine love,
), Jupiter
) above my reach (Saturn).
) the tabernacle (Jupiter).
) the spice (Mars).
) the likeness (Sun).
) the ship (Venus).
) the healing (Mercury).
) the mighty (Moon).
) the throne as it appears below (Saturn as Earth).
) in Binah
beyond Proket Zohar (
), the veil of Splendour, when Da'at (Abdah)
becomes Abgadah."Note: as a death prayer or prayer at the moment of death, the words "and yet know..." are not used unless the person dying wishes to reincarnate with conscious memory of the previous life --- a most painful event.

| 9/2/90 | Gnostic Mass 8 PM | Thelema Ldg | ||
| 9/7/90 | Initiations Workshop 2nd Deg 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 9/9/90 | Gnostic Mass 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 9/12/90 | Magick & Qabalah #7 with Bill 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 9/14/90 | Rites of Eleusis '90 meeting 8PM | |||
| 9/16/90 | Gnostic Mass 8 PM & Clean-up | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 9/18/90 | Magick Theatre reads: Jephthah by Crowley 7:30 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 9/19/90 | Magick & Qabalah #8 with Bill 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 9/20/90 | Lodge of Perfection | LOP | ||
| 9/21/90 | Initiations Workshop 3rd Deg 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 9/22/90 | Atumnal Equinox (call for info) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 9/23/90 | Gnostic Mass 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 9/27/90 | Thelema Lodge Meeting 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 9/28/90 | "Introduction to Trance" 8PM with Mordecai | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 9/30/90 | Libra Birthday party 4:18 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 9/30/90 | Gnostic Mass 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. |
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