Thelema Lodge
Ordo Templi Orientis
P.O.Box 2303
Berkeley, CA 94702 USA
July 1991 e.v. at Thelema Lodge
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"I'm studying to be a Pagan priest" was Sergeant McMurtry's reply to a tank commander, in the long green army tent in Normandy in the summer of 1945 e.v. Grady had been asked "What'cha reading there?" in the midst of a meditation on the Gnostic Mass in Magick in Theory and Practice, and he decided it wouldn't be worthwhile trying to explain any further. "That crazy McMurtry," the tank commander went away muttering. Grady first attended "the mass of the Gnostic Catholic Thelemites" around the beginning of 1941 e.v., when Wilfred Smith and Regina Kahl maintained a temple in the attic of a Hollywood apartment building. Six months later he took his Minerval and First Degree initiations at Agape Lodge. While training in the army two years later, in anticipation of his posting to Europe, he typed out the priest's speeches from the Mass to carry with him and memorize. Decades later, as Caliph of the O.T.O., when Grady successfully established Thelema Lodge, it was the realization of plans he'd first made with Jack Parsons right after World War II, to form a lodge of Thelema, with a temple for the Gnostic Mass in the San Francisco area, as a complement to the Southern California Agape Lodge which Parsons then headed.
We find Cabell constantly breaking up the conventions of human experience in order to demonstrate the ultimate independence of true Self-Consciousness. He enables us to become free of our natural tendency to mistake the alphabet of the intellect for the Word of the Soul. He makes life intelligible by releasing it from the obsession that any of its phenomena are in themselves significant. Yet he avoids the pitfall of the ordinary mystic; he does not tell us that any experience, even the slightest, is "illusion". ["Another Note on Cabell", The Reviewer, July 1923 e.v.]
Love is the law, love under will.
When I go to take Pansil,11 it is in no spirit of servile morality; it is with keen sorrow gnawing at my heart. These five causes of sorrow are indeed the heads of the serpent of Desire. Four at least of them snap their fangs on me in and by virtue of my very act of receiving the commands, and of promising to obey them; if there is a little difficulty about the fifth, it is an omission easily rectified -- and I think we should all make a point about that; there is great virtue in completeness.
Notes
1. "Lycidas", line 130.
2. The school whose Buddhism is derived from the Canon, and who ignore the
3. The obvious caveat which logicians will enter against these remarks is that
4. A catch word for the stomach, from J. M. Barrie's play Little Mary.
5. Fielding, in The Soul of a People, has reluctantly to confess that he can find
6. The argument that the "animals are our brothers" is merely intended to mislead
7. Membrum virile illius in membrana inclusum esse aiunt, ne copulare posset.
8. Quoted [in Crowley's essay] "Science and Buddhism," note.
9. "Ship me somewhere East of Suez, where a man can raise a thirst." -- R. KIPLING
10. "While as for Quilp Hop o' my Thumb there, Banjo-Byron that twangs the
11. To "take Pansil" is to vow obedience to these Precepts.
12. I do not propose to dilate on the moral truth which Ibsen has so long laboured to
(to be used in my own ritual)
| I am the Hymenaeus Alpha | |
| My number is 777 | |
| I am the Bridge that is Between the Worlds | |
| I man the Watchtowers of the Universe | |
| That light the Way | |
| O'er the shores of the Abyss of Night. | |
| I am as Cold as a Cave of Ice | |
| And as Dry as a Candle | |
| I take the Work | |
| The task I dare | |
| As I enflame myself with prayer | |
| The Bull that lows | |
| The Lion's roar | |
| Are for the Saints | |
| Who go before | |
| The Eagle's scream | |
| The Serpent's hiss | |
| Are for the Babe | |
| In the Abyss | |
| I am the King | |
| The King must die | |
| That He may live | |
| Beyond the "I" | |
| My Heart's life blood | |
| I offer up | |
| To Babalon | |
| To fill her Cup | |
| I give my Life | |
| I give my Art | |
| I hold not back | |
| One speck of dust | |
| I give my ----- | |
| I give my all | |
| I am the Grail Knight, | |
| Parzival! | |
(previously published in Ecclesia Gnostica #4, 1985 e.v.)
"Suppose that by what is hardly fraud, but 'undue influence' (as the lawyers say) I could persuade a dying person to leave me a couple of hundred thousand in his will. I shall use every penny of it for the Great Work; it sounds easy! 'Of course! Damn you integrity! Damn you! The Work is all that matters.'" "All the same, I say NO. I should never be the same man again. I should have lost that confidence in myself which is the spine of my work. No need that the fraud should be discovered openly: it would appear in all my subsequent work, a subtle contamination." "But suppose that it were not the matter of gulling a moribund half-wit; suppose that the price was a straightforward honest-to-God Bank Robbery under arms on the highway, should I hesitate then? Here I should risk my head, and the dice are loaded against me; nor does the deed imply 'moral turpitude.' Stalin's associates regarded him as a martyred hero when the law of the country, less cogent that Thelema, sat heavily on his devoted head." "It would really be a little difficult; my rough-and-tumble life was the best possible training for such desperate adventures, so that Nephesch could not enter a protest. As to Neschamah, we nearly all of us (Thank God!) have a secret sympathy, with the nobler type of criminal, whence the universal appeal of Arsène Lupin, Black Star, Raffles and Stingaree. When they can make some show of justice-on-their-side, it is easier still: Scarlet Pimpernel and his tribe. We are now almost within the marches of those heroes of romance that enchanted our adolescence: Hereward the Wake, Robin Hood, Bonnie Prince Charlie. And there are, on the other hand, few of us who do not secretly gloat over the discomfiture of 'Money-Bags.'" "My retort, however, is convincing and final. Robbery in any shape is a breach of the Law of Thelema. It is interference with the right of another to dispose of his property as he will; and if I did so myself, no matter with what tactical justification, I could hardly ask others to respect my own similar right." "(The basis of our criminal law is simple, by virtue of Thelema: to violate the right of another is to forfeit one's claim to protection in the matter involved.)"
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| July 10, 1910 | A , assuming the magical motto Frater YIHOVEAUM, or I AM-Aum as a Probationer, 0 = 0 . |
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Cornelius/Herndon.
Note:
1. A fictitious title for a magical work used by Lovecraft in his stories. It was probably inspired by the PICATRIX. All published versions of the "Necronomicon" are fake, but some contain
useful material. -- ED.
Thelema Lodge Events Calendar for July 1991 e.v.
| 7/1/91 | "Beastly Prose" with Caitlin 8PM | Thelema Ldg | ||
| 7/6/91 | Jerry's Logorrhea (call for Pl&Tm) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/7/91 | Jurgen-Mass 8:30 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/11/91 | Magick in Theory and Practice Study Circle with Marlene 8PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/13/91 | Jerry's Logorrhea Call Lodge for time and Place | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/13/91 | Initiations (call for details) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/14/91 | Lodge clean-up all afternoon | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/14/91 | Gnostic Mass 8:30PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/17/91 | Tarot class #10 with Bill 8PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/18/91 | Lodge of Perfection | LoP | ||
| 7/21/91 | Mass workshop 4:18 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/21/91 | Gnostic Mass 8:30PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/22/91 | Lodge Meeting 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/23/91 | Initiations (call to attend) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/23/91 | Secret Meeting | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/24/91 | Minerval Degree class 8PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/25/91 | Magick in Theory and Practice Study Circle with Marlene 8PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/27/91 | Jerry's Logorrhea Call Lodge for time and Place | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/28/91 | Leo Birthday Party 4:18 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/28/91 | Gnostic Mass 8:30 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/29/91 | Gentlemen's "O" 5:30 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 7/30/91 | Magick Theater reads Aleister Crowley's The Gods. 7:30 PM (call for location). | Magick Thea. | ||
| 7/31/91 | Rites of Eleusis Organization meeting 8PM | Thelema Ldg. |
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