Thelema Lodge
Ordo Templi Orientis
P.O.Box 2303
Berkeley, CA 94702 USA
March 1994 e.v. at Thelema Lodge
Announcements from
Lodge Members and Officers
Following the Vernal Equinox, the Aleph Group will be meeting every Tuesday at 7:30 pm at Thelema Lodge. The focus of the group will be on the practice of Magick and Mysticism, and on fulfilling the curriculum De Cultu. There will also be detailed study and discussion of Liber Aleph vel CXI, The Book of Wisdom or Folly by The Master Therion. For further information call: (510) 601-9393.
IT is very fortunate that even in times when the greatest laxity of morals prevails, in England at least there is always found some austere and noble soul to protest against decadence; to be a witness in the midst of corruption, that there is a standard of pure and lofty thought, a City of the Soul, fortified against all evil, and whose artillery can overwhelm the savage hordes of impurity.
"Their (men's) eyes for beauty are but sightless holes,
Spurned in the dust. Uranian passion lies.
Dull fools decree the sweet unfruitful love,
In Hellas counted more than half divine,
Less than half human now."
"O, food to my starved eyes
(That gaze unmoved on wanton charms of girls),
Fair as the lad on Latmian hills asleep."
"He is full sad and sweet, and his large eyes
Were strange with wondrous brightness and staring wide
With gazing; and he sighed with many sighs
That moved me, and his cheeks were wan and white
Like pallid lilies, and his lips were red
Like poppies, and his hands he clenchéd tight,
And yet again unclenchéd, and his head
Was wreathed with moon-flowers pale as lips of death."
". . . . I pray thee speak me sooth:
What is thy name? He said, 'My name is Love,'
Then straight the first did turn himself to me
And cried, 'He lieth, for his name is Shame;
But I am Love, and I was wont to be
Alone in this fair garden, till he came
Unasked by night; I am true Love, I fill
The hearts of boy and girl with mutual flame.'
Then sighing said the other, 'Have thy will.
I am the Love that dare not speak its name.'"
"Blood of Christ --
Betrothed! -- What word is that? Curled flame of Hell!
Thou art betrothed? Giovanni I thou, my friend!
O! five red sounds of God and Mary's mouth!
How hast thou dared it?"
Giovanni: "I will drink our love and Death, and thee."
Francisco: "Nay, nay, I favour not that toast, Sweetheart,
What have we two to do with Death?"
Giovanni: "Sweet feather!
How soon hast thou forgot thy troth of faith!
Consider, chuck, the toast has but this weight,
That thou and I are friends, and that King Death
Is friend of both, and will not harvest us
Before the time of our ripe harvest comes."

| He glances neither right nor left | |
| At He-Who-Walks-Behind | |
| His mouth is sealed, his sense bereft | |
| He stumbles as though blind | |
| For he is summoned by the Eft | |
| And he was hard to find. | |
| The Eft have Things to do their work | |
| As He-Who-Walks-Behind | |
| Android or formless they may lurk | |
| Where shadows fog the mind | |
| For they thrive best in sluggish murk | |
| And tight their tendrils bind. | |
| Implacable and mute as stone | |
| Is He-Who-Walks-Behind | |
| He is not flesh, He is not bone | |
| He is not cruel or kind | |
| He walks by night, but not alone | |
| Is He-Who-Walks-Behind. | |
| No matter where you hide or pray | |
| From He-Who-Walks-Behind | |
| Someday He'll find you, yes, someday | |
| He'll come and stand behind | |
| The head you cannot turn away | |
| The eyes you cannot rind. | |
| And then your terror, white or fane | |
| To He-Who-Walks-Behind | |
| Will make no difference, for pain | |
| Both horrible and blind | |
| Will dip into your cringing brain | |
| And clutch your shrieking mind. | |
| The icy touch of the embrace | |
| Of He-Who-Walks-Behind | |
| Is cold, is colder than the trace | |
| Of shadow undefined | |
| That wakes you, screaming in the face | |
| Of He-Who-Walks-Behind. | |
| And when they see your vacant stare | |
| Your white eyes, dead and blind | |
| Beyond which mask unfocused there | |
| Is crawling blackness twined | |
| Take care, then, mortal man, beware | |
| Of He-Who-Walks-Behind. | |
Published in The Grady Project #3 (March 1988 e.v.).
HISTORY OF THE WORK:
STRUCTURE AND MYTH:
LEGACIES:
BOOKS ALIVE! TAKE MERKABAH EXIT:
| The Bell Inn, Aston Clinton, 22nd August, 1944. | ||
| Dear Louis,
{signed: A.C. Aleister Crowley} | ||
| Netherwood The Ridge {OTO Lamen} Hastings Susssex England | April 11, '45 e.v. | |
| This is to certify that Lieut Grady L. McMurtry is a fully paid-up member of
the IX° of O.T.O. and owner of 25% of the copyright of "Aleister explains
everything" (or "Magick without Tears") with first priority on royalties. He
has first priority on any copies unsold of "The Book of Thoth" as collateral
on sums advanced to the Order. {small 11-fold cross signed: B.} {11-fold cross. Signed: Baphomet X° O.T.O. Edwd Alex Crowley.} | ||
| Ex castris Netherwood {OTO Lamen} The Ridge Hastings | Feb 8, '46 e.v. | |
| Thrice Illuminate, Thrice Illustrious and Very Dear Brother Do what thou will shall be the whole of the Law. Love is the law, love under will. Yours in the Bonds of the Order | ||
| Netherwood {Mark of the Beast} The Ridge Hastings | April 7 1947{other hand} | |
| My dear Grady 93 I hope you and yours are well. Here we had a really awful winter. March 8th I came within an ace of cashing in my chips! I am still rather groggy. That is one good reason why I am worried at not having heard from you for so long: in case of things happening you will become a man of very great importance and responsibility. You ought to keep in close and constant touch with me. -- one never knows -- at least, without inquiring, and death is a subject which I do not think it right to be inquisitive.
93, | ||
Sister L.A. of CA wrote with questions about the Illuminati, inviting the answer in this column:
For those who simply won't believe the above, here's a bit of O.T.O. related history that might seem stranger than fiction. It's odd how the conspiracy buffs fasten on the absurd and miss the real so often.
| 3/5/94 | Open House at 328 49th St. with Lecture at 4PM, Gnostic Mass 2PM and Mexican Potluck at 6PM in Oakland. | Independent | ||
| 3/6/94 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/7/94 | Thelema Lodge Meeting 7:30PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/9/94 | Sirius Oasis Meeting 7:30PM "Symbolism of the Minerval Degree" | Sirius Oasis | ||
| 3/10/94 | Egyptian Magical Workshop 7:30 PM with Ebony. | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/11/94 | Minerval Initiations 8PM, call first | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/13/94 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/15/94 | Gnostic Mass Seminar w/Bp.Dionysus 8PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/16/94 | Magick in Theory and Practice 7:30PM with Bill Heidrick in Marin County (5 Suffield Ave., San Anselmo) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/20/94 | OTO initiations at Dawn 7AM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/20/94 | Vernal Equinox ritual at noon | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/20/94 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/22/94 | Liber Aleph Series 7:30PM with Michael Sanborn | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/26/94 | 777 Poetry Society 7:30PM w/Fr. P.I. | |||
| 3/27/94 | Gnostic Mass 7:30 PM in Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/29/94 | Liber Aleph Series 7:30PM with Michael Sanborn | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/30/94 | Astrology of Aries with Grace 7 PM in Berkeley. Call to attend. | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/31/94 | Butterfly Net computer meeting 7:30PM with Ebony. | Thelema Ldg. |
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