Thelema Lodge
Ordo Templi Orientis
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October 1995 e.v. at Thelema Lodge
Announcements from
Lodge Members and Officers
[part two]

Derived from a lecture series in 1977 e.v. by Bill Heidrick
Copyright © Bill Heidrick
connecting 8(Hod) and 10(Malkut) or 7(Netzach) and
10(Malkut). The path connecting 7(Netzach) and 6(Tipheret) is missing as are
many of the others. It is important to understand that these paths are not as
old in the sense of studied and used as are the 10 Sephirot. They are
flexible. In human terms one can say that connections between Sephirot
represent function, operating transitions of consciousness between the
Sephirot involved. To diagram this, put the 10 circles down for the Sephirot
of the Tree, in the usual pattern. Then draw in the paths that are active.
This can be a way of studying a human state, experience, or an event. Each
such present or absent path has particular meaning. We look and assess. If
there is only the one connection to Malkut, just going to Yesod, we can say
that such a person has no understanding and little feeling for the physical
world. Since there is no path between Hod and Malkut there is no
understanding of the physical world. There is only what is minimally
necessary to live, the path between 9(Yesod) and 10(Malkut). Since there is
no link between 7 and 10 there is no enjoyment of the physical world, no sense
of emotion from it. These physical things are fantasized, but not truly
understood or appreciated. What might be the state of mind of such a person?
It could be someone living in an overly protected environment. It could be an
urban type of consciousness, since many people who live indoors in cities
merely fantasize about the world through TV and newspapers but lack direct involvement in the larger world. Whenever something runs out and the city
can't provide a usual service for them they get confused. They don't really
have the link from 8 to 10. They do use the path from 7 to 9 and may believe
something absurd, e.g. they are perfectly safe from law enforcement because
they haven't done anything wrong, or it's possible to keep any burglar out
with a dead bolt lock. Such manifest absurdities arise when there is an
absence of the paths between 7 and 10 as well as 8 and 10. Assume also that
the path between 8 and 6 is missing. Then this is a person who is Hod bound,
someone who is not flexible enough to change fixed opinion. If the path
between 6 and 7 is missing, this suggests an inability to adapt emotionally to
change. Missing paths higher up the tree may imply more subtle things, and
scarcity of paths crossing the Abyss downward from the highest three Sephirot
indicates an excessive division of the mundane world from the spiritual world.
| from the feet, to that 'FIELD' around the feet | |
| to that Core ever in flux, molten | |
| heavy, liquidy, moving. Alive, learning, | |
| its own corresponding 'FIELD' connects, inter-connects | |
| interfaces | |
| From the core, through the magma, the plates, the crust | |
| the 'FIELD' of feet, up through the rest of the body and | |
| its 'field', to the crown and through | |
| Here, in the liquid, gelatin like | |
| plastic, magnetic 'field' that connects | |
| everything | |
| moons, planets, stars; everything | |
| Here, the "BEAST" uttereth still -- | |
| "O circle of Stars, whereof our Father is but the younger brother, marvel beyond imagination, soul of infinite space, before whom Time is ashamed, the
mind bewildered, and the understanding dark, not unto thee may we attain,
unless thine image be Love -- O Nuit, continuous one of Heaven, let it ever be thus; that men speak not of thee as One but as None; and let them speak not of thee at all, since thou art continuous" | |
| The 'FIELD' acknowledges the gnosis of each word | |
| from Aleister Crowley Bell Inn Aston Clinton Bucks | June 30, '44 e.v. | |
| Dear Louis,
93 93/93 Best of luck, see you soon! A.C. | ||
| Softly slanting to the ground | |
| It spatters on each yielding mound | |
| Of loose-caught earth that knows no pain | |
| But dumbly sheds this scourging whip | |
| That lashes off the mangled flesh. | |
| From here there is no writhing lip | |
| To cry its protest to the rain | |
| That with its misty shroud is wound | |
| And sighs upon the loggy drowned. | |
| With its phantom people towned | |
| Wet chilled and lonely, it is found | |
| To wreak its anguish on the slope | |
| Where gullies tear the earth to shreds | |
| And sift it through its mud clogged mesh, | |
| Then washes it to delta beds | |
| Through darkness that reveals no hope. | |
| Thus with its timeless sorrow crowned | |
| It swirls its way across the downed. | |
Originally published in The Grady Project #3 (Berkeley: Thelema Lodge, O.T.O., March 1988).
What do you think of the concept of Astral Initiation?
Why is O.T.O. so hard to find, and why do inquiries to local O.T.O. groupstake so long to get answered?
This is not a reflection on the main body of OTO, but on the local body.
In Masonry, I find that people are generally very quick to scoop up someonewho has even the slightest interest in the organization.
The fellow I met who's running the local group seems like a "fundamentalist" thelemite.
The emphasis on my first encounter was that the Thelemic Path is not an easy one, but I came away with the impression that people were not allowed to be eclectic at all in terms of their beliefs.
Will any of the oaths I take on my journey in OTO cause me to violate or go against any of my Masonic Oaths? At least that you are aware of.
I am nervous, if that makes any sense. I am not sure why, everything I have read about OTO seems to interest me, I am just wondering if I will get along with the people from this group.
The meeting I attended felt like Bible study with one of Crowley's books.
This and other expectations made me feel as though I was required to take a leap of faith.
Was Crowley's intention to start a religion and place himself as the prophet?
If so how does it differ from any of the other major western religions.
Now, Thelema, as a philosophical system taken in a logical sense apart from the religious aspects of things does make sense.
I guess my biggest problem is that in knowing a bit about Crowley's life I can see many psychological reasons why he would write what he did.
| 10/1/95 | The Rite of Sol 2:00PM in SF | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/1/95 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/2/95 | Lesser Feast of Jack Parsons 8:00PM with Caitlin | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/4/95 | Thelema Lodge Library night 8PM (call to attend) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/7/95 | O.T.O. Initiations 8:00PM (call to attend) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/8/95 | Lodge Luncheon Meeting 12:30 | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/8/95 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/11/95 | Sirius Oasis meeting 8:PM Berkeley | Sirius Oasis | ||
| 10/12/95 | Lesser Feast of Aleister Crowley at Oz House 7:30PM | |||
| 10/13/95 | The Rite of Venus 7:30PM at Sirius | Sirius Oasis | ||
| 10/15/95 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/16/95 | John Dee reading group 8:00PM with Clay in the Library | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/18/95 | Lesser Feast of Grady McMurtry at Ebony & Liesl's, 7:30PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/22/95 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/23/95 | Section 2 reading group, 8PM at OZ Bram Stoker's Dracula, w/Caitlin | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/25/95 | The Rite of Mercury 7:30PM at Sirius | Sirius Oasis | ||
| 10/29/95 | Enochian Liturgy Group. 2:00 PM in the Library | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/29/95 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/30/95 | Thelema Lodge Library night 8PM (call to attend) | Thelema Ldg. |
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