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October 1996 e.v. at Thelema Lodge
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Shall any gazer see with mortal eyes,
Stars sweep and question not. This is enough
Which, ever-changing, runs, linked like a river
Into the seas. These, steaming to the Sun,
This is enough to know, the phantasms are;
A
) Alfred Noyes (1880-1958) enjoyed success as a poet by appealing to the more backward-looking readership of the early twentieth century, and most of his verse now seems hopelessly shallow and ordinary. He became a fervent Roman Catholic convert and also produced essays as an "anti-modernist" literary critic. Noyes is still remembered for a few ballads such as "The Highwayman" -- staples of the vulgar tradition of Great English Poems -- or for his book-length "verse" biographies of British explorers and scientists, such as Drake (1906-8). Crowley, although often criticised for the competitive spirit with which he referes to fellow practitioners of the poetic craft, was nevertheless able to clearly assess the lesser talents of many of his own "crapulous contemporaries."

| Blind Horus on His Falcon Throne | |
| Has blasted back the sky. | |
| The Hawk upon the World has thrown | |
| The challenge of His cry | |
| That Virgin Isis veiled, alone, | |
| The terror of His Eye. | |
| Child of Light | |
| Child of Story | |
| Child of Archsupernal Glory | |
| Child of Night | |
| Child of Season | |
| Child to bridge a World's Unreason. | |
Originally published in The Magickal Link 4:2 (Thelema Lodge, February 1984), this poem corresponds in Grady's cycle The Angel and the Abyss with the Fortune Trump of the Tarot, and was included in the fourth issue of The Grady Project (Thelema Lodge, December 1988).
contributed by Lew
If a credible, respectable God does not exist, let us by all means invent Hir. We do need someone interesting to talk to.
1. WoMan has the right to live by hir own law --
2. WoMan has the right to eat what s/he will:
3. WoMan has the right to think what s/he will:
4. WoMan has the right to love as s/he will --
5. WoMan has the right to kill those who would thwart these rights.
Derived from a lecture series in 1977 e.v. by Bill Heidrick
Copyright © Bill Heidrick
You can go up the path of Taw into Yesod and back
down that path into Malkut again. You can do this deliberately, and whatever
benefit it has for you can be attained. If you do it unknowingly you will
occasionally daydream when you should be working, perhaps loose a comfortable
dream, wake up in the middle of the night or in other ways loose track of
something pleasant. Knowledge of the Tree, after first encounter, is a matter
of learning when to take a path. For those who have to work for a living,
it's not wise to linger on the path of Taw, since that will draw attention
away from physically producing things in the material world. It's good to
develop some smaller trees from time to time, but the actual tree of the whole
of life should not overemphasize a long journey into the fantasy realm. There
are times when fantasies, dreams and astral travelings are necessary, and it
may not be desirable then to go up Tzaddi, Qoph, Samekh or any of the others.
After acquiring an understanding of the tree, the next thing is to get a grip
on it, and choose when to follow a path. Attain to Hod and form a practical
way of dealing with things. Later, occasionally run down Resh and check with
the fantasy of Yesod, if you want it. Don't go down there for very long.
Keep doing your work. Similarly, if you have only enough strength to dream
about a thing it is not a time to start designing that thing, not time to
begin in Hod. If you have a finished product and all the work is done, then
it's time to enjoy it in Netzach. Feel these things as through they were
turned on by a flow of electricity -- with enough electricity, you are alive a
little more, your Yesod may light up more than Hod, but if you try to turn on
the rest of the "lights" of the Tree before your strength builds they'll all
be so dim they might as well not be there at all. Always gage strength after
beginning something and determine if there is enough to take the effort to its
next higher place. If you find that you have gone higher than you can
properly maintain, then come down to the next lower level of consciousness for
a time. Whatever is attempted, there must be enough of a ground work to
support the next step. Other ways of working on the Tree don't require such
caution, but those are only temporary in effect. In a middle pillar exercise,
only Malkut, Yesod, Tipharet and Keter are used. This will a give quick rush
of energy, and once it's over it's over.

Crowley the Village Artist:
Here's a New York newspaper column from The Evening World, Wednesday, February 26, 1919 e.v. The original was illustrated with Crowley's "Dead Souls" paintings and a photo of the artist. Some damage on the margin of the clippings makes a few words unreadable.
Painting Dead Souls With Eyes Shut Easy for Subconscious Impressionist, Greenwich Village's Latest Sensation
MR CROWLEY is an Englishman who at the outbreak of the great war was in the confidential service of the British Government. In this service he was shot in the leg, he says. He then came to this country, late in 1915, on a special mission for the British, and later became editor of the International, a radical magazine published in Greenwich Village.
"THAT fluffy one dancing on one toe is supposed to be the dead spirit of Eva Tanguay."
M from the UK expressed doubts about belief in reincarnation.
BW from the USA raised a number of points and questions:
M of Lithuania asked why an established church calls all magic(k) evil:
| 10/2/96 | Lesser Feast of Jack Parsons, party 8:30PM at Sirius Oasis | Sirius Oasis | ||
| 10/6/96 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/8/96 | Thelema Lodge Library night 8PM (call to attend) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/11/96 | "Post Gender" Mass 8:30PM at Horus Temple (not Liber XV) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/12/96 | OTO Initiations (call to attend) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/13/96 | Lodge Luncheon meeting 12:30 | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/13/96 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/18/96 | Lesser Feast of Grady McMurtryand and Gnostic Mass at Oz House 8:30PM | Independant | ||
| 10/20/96 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/21/96 | Section 2 reading w/Caitlin at OZ E. Arnold: The Light of Asia 8PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/23/96 | Tarot with Bill Heidrick, 7:30 PM in San Anselmo at 5 Suffield Ave. | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/25/96 | "The Houses in Astrology" workshop with Grace in Berkeley 7 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/26/96 | Enochian Scrying Group 8PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/27/96 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/27/96 | Sirius Oasis meeting 8PM Berkeley | Sirius Oasis | ||
| 10/30/96 | Thelema Lodge Library night 8PM (call to attend) | Thelema Ldg. |
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