Thelema Lodge
Ordo Templi Orientis
P.O.Box 2303
Berkeley, CA 94702 USA
March 1997 e.v. at Thelema Lodge
Announcements from
Lodge Members and Officers

| Point-source light of phallic tower | |
| Scrying, spying, eyeing, lying | |
| Sharp star-sheen; metallic power | |
| Crying, sighing, vying, dying | |
| Thicketed, the brambled numbers | |
| Fiery steel-springs: Golden Ram | |
| Dream-sequenced perception slumbers | |
| Alien space-beast; abstract am | |
| Star-shot canvas; serpent flower | |
| Roiling, coiling, boiling, spoiling | |
| Sun-burst nova; northlight hour | |
| Toiling, broiling, moiling, foiling | |
This poem, from Grady's cycle "The Angel and the Abyss," corresponds to the Magus card in Tarot, and was first published in the London/Bergen volume of Grady's Poems in 1986 e.v. before being included in the fourth volume of The Grady Project two years later.

Derived from a lecture series in 1977 e.v. by Bill Heidrick
Copyright © Bill Heidrick
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. OTO was first to emerge, in the 1970's e.v.| September 14, 1949. | ||
| Dr. Gabriel Montenegro Route 2 Box 9 Madera, California. My dear Brother Montenegro,
Thank you for your letter of September 1st with the news about Brother Roy. To take this matter first, let me only say that what he is going through he has brought upon his head himself. You cannot fool the Gods. Once They take notice, They take action. However, this would require a personal talk and showing you certain documents. One cannot make a solemn, formal, pledge to the Gods and then go back on one's word without impunity! The Master Therion saw what was coming many years ago and warned me to be careful. What you say about the house in Madera appears from the photo indeed a very large property with too much work. I am glad you have washed your hands - I hope without loss - and that you will be able to establish yourself more firmly and with outside prosperity, in the Sacramento -- San Francisco vicinity. When there you should get in touch with our brother Grady McMurtry whose address is
He was appointed by the Master Therion some years ago to check on every member of Agape Lodge; and made his report. I have been extremely disappointed that activities in the last two years have been so slow, and slack at Agape Lodge. There were three members that should have been initiated long ago. It has been a gave neglect that it has been delayed from month to month, from year to year. A year ago Soror Estai donated a sum of $70, her very last savings, to buying certain equipment for proper initiation ceremonies. The money was paid to Bro. Leffingwell for that purpose. The money now seems lost, anyway, nobody seems to know what has been done with it. Do you happen to know? Thank you for your nice gesture of sending me your check. As you see from the enclosed it was returned to me with the note "Account Closed." I am writing this to your Madera address hoping it will find you. Our headquarters is coming along nicely. I have two rooms installed with books, Manuscripts, Letters by the Master Therion, Files, etc. etc. I have bought steel filing cabinets and other steel furniture for safety's sake. Brethren will have a splendid chance to study material that is no where else available. There is a great quiet around this place. We are in the midst of pleasant woods and have 8 acres of our own grounds with benches and fine walks on trails that lets one be entirely alone if one wants to for meditation. May-be some day you will have a chance to visit us here.
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| Dear Grady,
The last day of February and I don't want to get into March before I at least answer yours of Jan. 30 in which you wrote mostly about Monty's copy of the Tarot. I had thought he would have come to visit me in March and bring his copy along, but he just wrote that he had had to change his plans; he keeps his house and begins to start his practice anew. I wish him the best of luck; he is a valuable man; has a fine and pure aspiration; perhaps a little dreamy or sentimental which may stem from national Mexican background. He should be cultivated and I hope you'll have a chance to see him from time to time. As he is a Doctor he might, when the time is ripe, be interested in the study of matters connected with "Amrita" and work his way into the higher grades of the O.T.O. Despite all his devotion, the devotion of the remaining members of Agape Lodge towards paying for this necessary Lodge equipment, and the promises made to him, he was never passed into the I° O.T.O. There were at that time a number of candidates who all urged for action and nothing was done. Montenegro was the one valuable candidate, brought in by Jane, through an O.T.O. affiliate in Germany. We certainly owe him some service. As to the Tarot copy; I can't imagine it to be spurious. The details you write me don't register. My copy has no imprint of 'bound by Sangorski & Sutcliffe' at all, in any shape or form. The bindings, due to the price, was done in batches of 20 or 25, so it is well possible that some series were slightly different. But I have no explanation of the cheaper paper. Your mentioning Shannon and bed time stories for him: I suppose you know that A.C. at all times suggested for children that a Fairy Tale or Tales like from the Arabian Knights were read at night to a child. They all -- the genuine, not the 'improved versions put out by some ignorant females over here -- contain deep magical allusions. It is these that remain in the soul of a child, and do their lasting magical work on the higher planes. In this country we have too much forgotten the secret ways in which Nature works. I enclose the preliminary list of material that I have listed so far. In the first place, I made this for Yorke, who has in many ways a much more complete set of Crowleiana than we have, the reason being that A.C. left many of his things in pawn years ago when he was practically starving, and Yorke traced much of this, bought it, and is sending me copies; the same applies to letters he bought, or knew that someone had from A.C.; of all this he had copies made for {pages breaks off} The same applies to the diaries of A.C.'s, Mudd, Leah, and others. The tragedy has been that A.C. never had a H.Q., though he longed to have one for many, many years. As a result there is probably more of his work lost than we have been able to save. Much may turn up many years from now as great discoveries. I wish you would go through the list I'm sending you and return it to me, it is the only copy I have here. Yorke just wrote me that Symonds will not release the last shipment before May or June. It is only then that I can make a full catalog. Even the list I'm sending is incomplete: it does not contain the many Files of Letters. There is still tremendous work to be done, and I'd welcome help by another type of brain than mine to make suggestions and give advice. The list also does not contain the stock of books which we have for sale. I trust that the time will come when there'll be a sudden demand. For the time at least all this material is safe, properly filed in steel Filling cabinets, and storage cabinets. I ought to have a young Thelemite to make typescripts of material, etc. etc. etc. etc. We have a year's work at least. As I believe I wrote you, one of our Brethren in Germany is holding the flag of Thelema flying. There is an 'Abbey of Thelema' and 'Thelemische Lektionen' are being published in German regularly. Many things have been translated, even LVX with the Commentary, and Eight Lectures on Yoga. There is much devotion there, and those people need help in their uphill fight. I am most eager to make available to them copies of such works as 'Aleister Explains Everything', and very much material that they have never heard of. The lack of help for this work distresses me deeply. - I wish you the best of luck in your desire to pass your final exams by the end of this year. Your Jupiter will pass in the middle of March over your radical Uranus and in the latter half of March over important, good aspects of your radical Sun, Mercury, and Saturn, I wonder whether this period will be noticeable. It may be more on the inner planets, and you would get consciously something from this if you have been keeping your magical diary assiduously, and have been doing practices regularly. Otherwise thee is the danger that spiritual gifts pass unnoticed, or are forgotten quietly. You have a good and strong horoscope and should apply what 666 taught you, and make the most of it! Not everybody is so fortunate.
P.S. Jack Parsons was in N.Y. and of January; saw me only twice very briefly; I was generous in every way; offered him to stay as our guest for a few days at H.Q. where I'd show him around. He promised to keep in touch with me and see Jane. He never did. Then I remembered that he made a threat, almost unnoticed at the time, that he would get the Copy rights for A.C.'s abridged Commentary to AL and publish it, no matter whether he had the legal right or not - probably with Smith who has a group in L.A. of his Church of Thelema. There is dirty business going on there. |
J. asked why OTO members argue about so many things that have nothing to do with spirituality and religion.
M. asked about possible problems with using drugs in Yoga or Magick
J.H. expressed frustration that he had been discouraged in attempts to propose improvements along traditional lines in OTO, since "a Man of Earth degree takes no role in the government of the Order."
J.C. Asked about Secret Chiefs
| 3/2/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/8/97 | OTO initiations. Call to attend | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/9/97 | Thelema Lodge Luncheon Meeting 12:30 | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/9/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/11/97 | Thelema Lodge Library night 8PM (call to attend) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/16/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/19/97 | Tarot with Bill Heidrick, 7:30 PM in San Anselmo at 5 Suffield Ave. | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/20/97 | Vernal Equinox Ritual 7:30PM at Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/23/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/24/97 | Section II Groups reading with Caitlin: Maurice Hewlett's "Lore of Proserpine" 8PM at OZ House | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/26/97 | Thelema Lodge Library night 8PM (call to attend) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/28/97 | "The Houses in Astrology" workshop with Grace in Berkeley 7 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/30/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 3/31/97 | Sirius Oasis meeting 8PM Berkeley | Sirius Oasis |
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