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three months earlier, and he assisted one
night when the group performed with impressive success a ritual version of the
evocation of Bartzabel, the spirit of Mars, (later published Equinox I:9),
which Crowley had lately been working on. In this traditional goetic working,
the long-suffering Neuburg was put into a charged triangle, and when the
spirit was constrained to speak through him he managed to deliver (in response
to Marston's questions) Bartzabel's predictions of approaching war in the
Balkans and in Germany. Marston was so impressed that he suggested they might
finance the growth of the A
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by selling tickets for spectators to attend
similar rituals.
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headquarters and as Crowley's own
residence when in London. On this private occasion, participants were offered
doses of anhalonium, a preparation from the peyote plant which was at that
time experimental and perfectly legal. It was the success of this ritual
which inspired the public cycle of performances mounted that autumn at Caxton
Hall, which were rehearsed and publicized with an intense effort during the
preceding months.
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to stimulate such a response with the public performance of the Rites.[concluded]
| EXTRACTS FROM BERKELEY'S LIFE:
| EXTRACTS FROM THE BOOK OF THE SACRED MAGIC OF ABRAMELIN THE MAGE: | |
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| Father, why have I died today? | |
| Life to me was so very sweet. | |
| Please tell me why I must lay | |
| Mixed with the mud, no more complete. | |
| Is it a sin that I should be | |
| So virile, cocksure, full of fun, | |
| That youth's tidal spirit we | |
| Find adventure in the gun? | |
| There's tropism in the flashing sword, | |
| Though I'm not taking you to task, | |
| Yet why is this our doom, Lord? | |
| Do you mind if I ask? | |
| God, my thoughts are in such a daze, | |
| This whole thing seems so out of place. | |
| Please sweep away the gray haze | |
| That blanks out your mighty face. | |
| You give us bodies that are strong | |
| With which to please our many whims; | |
| To enjoy must be a wrong | |
| The smooth power of our limbs. | |
| You sculptured from Creation's hod | |
| And then you gave First Man his breath, | |
| You give us all of this, God, | |
| And then you give us death! | |
| I haven't had the time, as yet, | |
| To see the justice of my loss, | |
| But if your plan requires it | |
| Why, I guess you're the boss. | |
| It isn't that I mind to die | |
| I know that that's for you to say. | |
| What I want to know is why | |
| Must you take your gifts away? | |
| I'll come when you give me the nod, | |
| My life was by your grace, I know. | |
| But if we are your image, God, | |
| Why can't you keep us so! | |
Derived from a lecture series in 1977 e.v. by Bill Heidrick
Copyright © Bill Heidrick
The illustration at left is of Fr. Achad's "Prismatic Tree", from his The Anatomy of the Body of God, a three dimensional Tree of Life. This looks a
little like it was made out of tinker-toy. In any one of three directions, it
looks like a flat Tree of Life. One common center pillar has Malkut, Yesod,
Tipheret and Keter. Three corner pillars provide three Sephirot each. The
Sephirot of those corner pillars appear differently, depending on how the
object is viewed. Instead of one pillar of Mercy, one of Severity and the
Middle Pillar, other points of view see the pillars of Mercy and Severity as
aspects of these. From one point of view, the Pillar of Mercy may either be
the Pillar of Severity of a different angle of view or hidden behind the
Middle Pillar. Don't try to understand this in depth, just get a beginning
grip on it for now. On this level of a Tipheret approach to Qabalah, we are
surveying some of the ways of using the Tree of Life. This particular Tree
shows how three different points of view may interlock, even though apparent
contradictions seem to be involved.
composed of these "Prismatic Trees of Life. The Trees are represented by
plains, not showing the Sephirot. There's a Keter in the tip of each
component Tree, and way down in the middle is a Malkut that is common to all
of them. Hods and Netzachs on these Trees are points of junction, differently
perceived from multiple perspectives. All together, this is a solid grab of
reality, a crystalline three-dimensional awareness called by Achad, "The
Garden of Eden". It can be seen as more complexly formed still, with little
crystalline trees inside the larger ones, a sort of multiplication we have
observed earlier with flat, two dimensional Trees. This form can be contained
in a regular solid. There are several ways to do that, with five sided outer
faces formed by lines between the points as a dodecahedron and otherwise with
three sided outer faces as an icosahedron. A dodecahedron has twelve regular
pentagonal sides, while an icosahedron has twenty regular triangular sides.
The pentagon, like the pentagram, is a symbol of the human form. The regular
triangle is a symbol of the divine nature. From this three-dimensional
representation of thoughts and perspectives, little shadow images of the human
mind are formed, personalities if you will. Beyond them, the divine emerges.
Plato said that the duodecahedron is the symbol of the Universe, a solid of
twelve faces, each face having five edges. There are five "Platonic solids",
the only five things that can be formed in three dimensions with exactly the
same measurements on all edges and identical faces on each example. Those
faces can be squares, triangles or a pentagons. The cube has squares, this
duodecahedron has pentagons and the remaining three are made up of triangles
(tetrahedron-four triangles, octahedron-eight and icosahedron-twenty). Only
those three geometrical equal edged flat shapes that can be made into solid
figures with identical sides in three dimensions, although with higher
dimensions there are more. There is no other way to get a simple flat object
to make a three dimensional solid without mixing different shapes or changing
the sizes of the faces.
| A strange chaos, my dreams | |
| lingering between doubt and joy . . . | |
| Phantom lips against my own, | |
| A singularly tender kiss in this dark madness. | |
| Pounding waves of energy dancing in the night | |
| together, | |
| the universe convulsing in long red waves of fire. | |
| I am somewhere between the night and the dawn. | |
| Some goddess in purple beckons and She calls herself | |
| by my name . . . I forget the name She used now, | |
| She said Love as you Will | |
| whom, when and why you Will | |
| I asked her why she takes such long vacations. | |
| She smiled a long poignant smile and said, | |
| Me, come to Me . . . COME to Me, | |
| Come TO me, come to ME . . . | |
| I am always right there, where ever you are . . ." | |
| I suddenly know | |
| It is I who must go . . . | |
| I dream. I can not recall it exactly, | |
| but it was so lovely at the time . . . | |
| Humanity First (Introduction) Preface. | Ts. 6 pp | |
| Through August 1914. | 7 pp | |
| No. 2. The Whole Duty of Woman | 8 pp | |
| Honesty is the Best Policy. | ||
| I-IX pp. 11-15 | ||
| 5-6 | ||
| The Vindication of Nietzsche | Ts. 13 pp | |
| The Attitude of America to the War. | ||
| 4 pp | ||
| The Future of the Submarine. | ||
| pp. 152-154 | ||
| The End of England, clipping, | ||
| pp. 167-172 | ||
| The Blunders of Edward VII. And How to Repair | pp. 212-218 | |
| England on the Brink of Revolution, clipping, | pp. 3-5 | |
| Perhaps Germany Should Keep Poland? | Ts. 9 pp | |
| Appel Au Bon Sens Francais Par A.C. | pp. 301-302 | |
| The New Parsifal, essay by A.C. printed, | 4 pp. | |
| Sweet Reasonableness, clipping, | pp. 358-361 | |
| Culture versus Kultur. | Ts. 15 pp | |
| The Irish Republic | Ts. 1 p | |
| Declaration of Independence of Ireland | Ts. 6 pp | |
| The Occult Brotherhoods and The War | Ts. 4 pp | |
| The Norman Conquest 1066 (new title) | Ts. 20 pp. | |
| Three Great Hoaxes of The War, Blessed are they | 2 pp | |
| Leaves from a lost Portfolio | Ts. 13 pp | |
| The same as an article in The Fatherland In the same issue {text left x'd out} an essay: -- In The Fatherland: -- Behind the Front. Impressions of a tourist in | pp. 67-69 p. 365 p. 383-384 p. 85-86 | |
| Degenerate England essay | Ts. 8 pp. | |
| Delenda Est Britannia, Being a prologue and England's Blind Spot, The Fatherland, | pp. 355-356 | |
| America's New Danger | Ms. 15 pp. | |
| England or Germany? Mr. Harris. Short essay by | p. 566 | |
| Skeletons In the Cabinet by an Englishman, | ||
| A Great Irish Poet's Endorsement of The | ||
| Ireland as Peace Arbiter clipping | ||
| Letters from the People -- somewhere in America, |
L.A. asked: "Is Thelema the only spiritual system today that teaches the merging with one's Holy Guardian Angel as being the ultimate path?"
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, the attainment of the
Knowledge and Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel is one of the most
important middle goals of the work of that Order. There are steps beyond it,
as indicated in Crowley's note to Karl Germer in the July '97 e.v. Thelema Lodge Calendar. OTO uses another method, similar in a general way perhaps,
but different in most details. Liber AL appears not to mention it directly,
although Crowley at times considered that Aiwass might be his personal HGA.
Earlier versions of Thelema usually do not mention the idea at all.A.R. asked for the meaning of the term "initiation."
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, an Initiation
marks attainment of a Grade and the beginning of work on the next grade.G.E. asked about what parts of rituals should be vibrated, also what work should follow the Lesser (Earth) Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram.
| 8/3/97 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 8/6/97 | College of Hard NOX 8 PM with Mordecai | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 8/7/97 | Festival of Lammas at OZ House 7 PM | |||
| 8/10/97 | The Rite of Sol 2PM at Oz House | |||
| 8/10/97 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 8/11/97 | Section II reading group with Caitlin: Roman Poets, Juvinal & Martial at Oz house, 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 8/12/97 | The Feast of the Beast and his Bride | |||
| 8/13/97 | Thelema Lodge Library night 8PM (call to attend) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 8/17/97 | Lodge Luncheon meeting 12:30 | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 8/17/97 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 8/20/97 | Tarot with Bill Heidrick, 7:30 PM in San Anselmo at 5 Suffield Ave. | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 8/22/97 | The Rite of Venus 8PM at Sirius Oasis | Sirius Oasis | ||
| 8/24/97 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 8/25/97 | Sirius Oasis meeting 8:00 PM in Berkeley | Sirius Oasis | ||
| 8/27/97 | College of Hard NOX 8 PM with Mordecai | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 8/31/97 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. |
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