Thelema Lodge
Ordo Templi Orientis
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Berkeley, CA 94702 USA
December 1997 e.v. at Thelema Lodge
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probationers, which includes
some supernatural fiction of this sort, but does not mention M. R. James.
Crowley does however conclude his list with a general recommendation of
mythology, folk-lore, fairy tales, and other traditional literatures, as
valuable for "teaching correspondences." Certainly these stories contain
enough of the same elements to warrant our attention together on this long
winter night. At any rate, we shall soon exhaust Crowley's list, and have
determined rather to experiment with bringing it up to date than to abandon
our enterprise at a point eighty years in the past.
Note:
1. First published in the Thelema Lodge Calendar.
2. Please contact the Lodge and consider postage rate changes before ordering -- note to web TLC edition.
The Spring of Dirce -- 3. 3.
To "The Divine Wilde""The purple pageant of my incommunicable woes"
Was painted by the hand of gin-and-water on my nose.
The mellow gold that filters through my rich autumnal style
Is minted in me by a superfluity of bile.
The feet of Christ I worship at appear so thin and pale
Because of all the skilly that I ate in Reading Gaol.
Paris.
by Aleister Crowley
The harlot that men called great Babylon,
The temple of their God is broken down;
Arrest poor Wilde! The creaking Channel tubs
Groan with the consternation of the Clubs.
Scared, hushed and pale, our men of eminence
Wait the result in sickening suspense.
Announced, all Mayfair shrieks its decent joy --
And, feeling safe, goes out and --
-- continues as before. Those who know all, seeing how much Mr Harris knows,
will wonder how much more he knows; and in the meantime, the insistent thrust
of Germany will bring the matter to a crisis. England has long been ripe for
revolution. All that prevented it has been the emasculation of the people by
Victorianism. War must cure that. And the warriors who return will be in no
mood to put up with the robbery of the land, with the starvation of the poor,
with the delay and injustice of the hired courts, with the thousand and one
abominations which have made life intolerable to all but the idle and vicious.

| Surely, this is madness, to love you so | |
| without restraint. Boundless, my unreason | |
| is but a complement to your mad show | |
| of laughter, tears, sighs, and fears. A season | |
| passes each new moment of our embrace. | |
| Is this the answer then? I love you for | |
| your unpredictability. Such grace | |
| is not the gift of the God of the poor, | |
| but rather of some warrior lord whose might | |
| is like a heavy sword that only strong | |
| and skillful hands may grasp to ply in fight. | |
| Can risky love like this last very long? | |
| Go ask the sword and scabbard what to think! | |
| As well to ask the well if we should drink. | |
| Dream: | |
| I am on a gurney | |
| unable to | |
| move, maybe strapped | |
| down in some hospital -- | |
| there are others around | |
| me -- a nurse | |
| comes up -- dressed | |
| more like a career | |
| woman -- and slips | |
| a Tibetan offering | |
| scarf -- a kata -- | |
| over my face | |
| and prepares an | |
| injection -- under | |
| my chin I think -- | |
| "We're draining | |
| your blood" the | |
| shot some sort | |
| of knock-out or | |
| anaesthetic to | |
| keep me from struggling | |
| -- I get it, it's a | |
| vampire scheme -- | |
| all these bodies to | |
| be milked -- "Who's | |
| getting my blood?" | |
| "Your teacher," she | |
| says -- No shit, | |
| I think, what | |
| a dupe I've been! | |
| as they wheel me away | |
NOTE: In Tantric symbolism, the wrathful wisdom being drinks the hot blood of ego -- so this dream can be seen as auspicious, if paranoid.
Derived from a lecture series in 1977 e.v. by Bill Heidrick
Copyright © Bill Heidrick
Frater Achad simply rearranged the letters and the Tarot Cards, moving the
astrological correspondences with the letters. The result has bothered some
people immensely. Aleister Crowley disowned the poor guy, originally
designated official Magical Son and Successor. What Achad, Charles S. Jones,
did was not far from right. Where he seems to have missed is on the point
that the fundamental meanings of the paths don't change; only the insights on
the paths change. Achad pressed this arrangement as "the one true and only",
naturally evoking a like response from Crowley for the traditional "initiated" system. Instead of interpreting the path between Yesod and Malkut, for
example, as the path of Taw and the World in Tarot, Achad called it the path
of Aleph and the Fool. There are a lot of ways in which that doesn't make any
sense. There are usually also ways in which such changes work.

| The Day is done | |
| There is no sun | |
| To warm the race, and so they fled; | |
| For Earth is old | |
| In sweeps the cold | |
| Entombed in space, and Earth is dead! | |
| The shrilling wind | |
| Across each bend | |
| Mourns for the lost, mourns for the gone: | |
| Unblinking stars | |
| Gaze on its sores | |
| Where is the host, this crumbling bone? | |
| Across the void | |
| We anthropoid | |
| In search of life have sent our shells: | |
| Oh rest in peace | |
| Our Mother, cease; | |
| For toil and strife no more here dwells. | |
STOLEN IN HAMPTON AND NEW YORK
3 to 4 copies of Clouds Without Water
Little Essays Toward Truth (one of the original London ed. copies)
Gilles de Rais
Manufacturing the Exp. of God -- Schroeder
Converting Sex into Religiosity -- Schroeder
Razor blades -- I had always a supply
Note Pads -- do.
Letters from and to Lekve
A letter from Watt, read aloud to me by Sascha while driving from Hampton P.O.
Liber VI typescript with my annotations; stolen by Mellinger.
What's in the Oriflamme? Quite a lot this time. Here are the particulars:
The Revival of Magick, ed. HB and Richard Kaczynski, Ph.D., is 235 pp., and
will retail for about $16.00 from New Falcon. The contents are mainly essays
and lectures by AC (some previously unpublished):
It is heavily annotated.
| 12/1/97 | ZEN(18), 3PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/2/97 | TAN(17), 12:15AM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/2/97 | LEA(16), 5PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/3/97 | OXO(15), 9:30AM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/3/97 | UTI(14), 3 & 10PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/3/97 | College of Hard NOX 8 PM with Mordecai | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 12/4/97 | ZIM(13), 3PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/4/97 | LOE(12), 11:50PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/5/97 | IKH(11), 10:30PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/6/97 | ZAX(10), 2PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/7/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 12/7/97 | ZIP(9), 9:30PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/8/97 | ZID(8), 8PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/9/97 | DOE(7), 8:30PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/10/97 | MAZ(6), 8PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/12/97 | LIT(5), 7PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/13/97 | OTO Initiations, call to attend | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 12/13/97 | LIT(5), 8PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/14/97 | Lodge luncheon meeting 12:30 | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 12/14/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 12/15/97 | Section II reading group with Caitlin: Ghost Stories of M.R.James at Oz house, 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 12/16/97 | PAZ(4), 9:30AM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/17/97 | ZON(3), 9:30AM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/18/97 | ARN(2), 9:30AM, 10:15AM & 3:15PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/19/97 | LIL(1), 2PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/20/97 | ARN(2), concluded 8PM at OZ House | OZ House | ||
| 12/21/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 12/21/97 | Winter Solstice 12:08 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 12/24/97 | College of Hard NOX 8 PM with Mordecai presents the 777 Poetry Society in the library | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 12/28/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 12/29/97 | Sirius Oasis meeting 8:00 PM in Berkeley | Sirius Oasis |
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