Thelema Lodge
Ordo Templi Orientis
P.O.Box 2303
Berkeley, CA 94702 USA
October 1990 e.v. at Thelema Lodge
Announcements from
Lodge Members and Officers
| I am the Virgin of the Queen. | |
| Do you accept me? | |
| I am the Representative of Heaven and Earth. | |
| Do you accept me? | |
| I am the Virgin whereby all things are accomplished, | |
| but am not myself changed thereby. | |
| Do you accept me? | |
| Who accepts my burden may never lay me down. | |
| Do you accept me? | |
| Who binds himself to me can never again be free, | |
| for I am all things to all men. | |
| Do you accept me? | |
| To seek me is to enter upon the Holy Quest for Oblivion, | |
| for you must give All that you may attain Nothing. | |
| Dare you accept me? | |
| I am the Promise and I am the Fulfillment. | |
| Dare you accept me? | |
| I am the Negative in the Supernal Union | |
| of the interpenetration of the Opposites. | |
| Dare you accept me? | |
| I am Purity beyond all comprehension of Cancellation. | |
| I am the Balance of the Wheel, and the Fiery Feather of Maat. | |
| Dare you accept me? | |
| Response: | |
| There is no holier vessel | |
| than a Maiden who has become a Virgin, | |
| for a Virgin may attain | |
| even unto the Throne of the Queen. | |
| Anthem: | |
| We are a community of the living and the dead. | |
| We are the Deathless Stars who manifest | |
| in a Higher State of Existence. | |
| We are the Serpent Flower that is Death and Second Birth. | |
| We are the next Stage of Oblivion. | |
[previously published in an O.T.O. pamphlet (1979 e.v.), O.T.O. Newsletter #7-8 and in Ecclesia Gnostica #4 (1985 e.v.)]
THE HALF LYRE:
| Would you willingly go like Mansur al-Hallaj | |
| to be strung up, dismembered, and tortured with zeal | |
| if you also could know with eternity's heartbeat | |
| the face of his God and how He can feel? | |
| "What a fool's heedless bargain!", the wise will confess, | |
| "of pain we know plenty from zygote to dust, | |
| but of union with God just what men do profess." | |
| Would you squander your fortune like Aleister Crowley | |
| to wind up with nothing but ring, pipe, and wit | |
| if you also could lie in the City of Pyramids, | |
| a hard silent headstone for what died in the Pit? | |
| "What an uncertain gamble!", the prudent declaim, | |
| "from mansion or hovel it's easy to choose, | |
| but from doubt or delusion the choice is the same." | |
| Would you give up a kingdom like Gautama Siddhartha? | |
| Would you die to save Satan like Jesus the Christ? | |
| Would you flee for your safety like the Prophet Muhammed, | |
| or find safety in failure to find God at all? |
]. The word can be divided into three parts; the first, LA, means
'not' and the last, AL, means 'god'. Each of them adds up to 31. The central element, ShT,
means 'to wander'. Thus one may understand LAShTAL as meaning 'not to wander from God' which
implies both the singleness of purpose and the selflessness which many qabalists have
attributed to the formula. The central ShT is even more interesting in numerological terms.
Crowley took the values of the Tarot cards corresponding to Shin and Teth, XX (The Aeon) and
XI (Lust), which add up to 31, and used this as the value of ShT in LAShTAL. This 31, added
to the two 31's of LA and AL, gives LAShTAL a full value of 93, the number of love and will.
It's understandable that Crowley found this relationship quite inspiring. However, if we add
in the values of ShT in the ordinary Hebrew fashion we get a value for LAShTAL of 371, which
is quite inspiring in its own way. 371 graphically represents the penetration of 7 into 31.
Also it is 3, a number of Chokhmah (the serpent of Wisdom), and 71, a number of Binah (the
dove of Peace). Further it is 37, Yechidah, the highest soul, the symbol of Kether exemplified, and 1, the number of Kether itself. Adding up 3, 7, and 1 produces 11, the
number of eternal change, the interactions of Had and Nu. Lastly, and perhaps paradoxically,
it is 371, the number of Samael, the prince of the Qlipoth of Chokhmah (and it is 53 times 7,
Satisfaction of Desire, the opposite of LAShTAL!).
= 6
." Thus we can say
that, like love, ShT is a unity with dual aspects. Shin can represent the Holy Spirit, and
thus relates to Agape, the dove. Teth means literally 'serpent', and thus here symbolizes
Eros, the Lust card in the Tarot.
= 6
symbolism: the path which links 5 (Geburah) and 6 (Tiphareth) is
represented by Lamed, the ox goad which keeps the initiate in equilibrium as he/she travels
the path. This Lamed, which brackets the LAShTAL formula, is a powerful formula in its own
right---through balanced self-sacrifice we attain the portal beyond the Void; its value is
74, the confrontation (i.e., multiplication) of Yechidah (37) with duality (2). The Lamed
path also associates with Ra-Hoor-Khuit because they both mediate between the Sun (Tiphareth)
and Mars (Geburah). While Ra-Hoor-Khuit = 463 (the value of the Middle Pillar); and 463 = 370
(both A'aSh [
], 'creation', and ShLM [
], 'peace'; also 5 times 74, Lamed in Geburah) +
93, which equation describes a specialized formula of adeptship in this aeon. If Ra-Hoor-
Khuit symbolizes the strength of the Adept, and Hoor-pa-kraat represents the silence of the
Magister Templi, then, interestingly, the core of Heru-Ra-Ha could be called the Abyss, and
we might as well say that Choronzon is a secret name of the Lord of this Aeon!]

Say this: "I descend in purification that Da'atim (masculine knowledge) and Da'atot (feminine knowledge) become one Da'at (pure knowledge)."
), the Likeness, and Iophiel (
), the Beauty, I, "N",
declare seven truths "..." and enter."
), the Soldier, and Graphiel (
), the Might, I,
"N", declare seven truths ... and enter."
), the Banisher, and Nakhiel (
), The Smiting, I, "N",
declare seven truths ... and enter."
), the Ancient, and Hagiel (
), the Cutter, I, "N",
declare seven truths ... and enter."
), the Derision, and Tiriel (
), the Wall, I,
"N", declare seven truths ... and enter."
), the Prince who is
the Son of the Names of the Serving Ones, and Malkah (
), the Bride, I, "N", declare
seven truths ... and enter."
), the Destroyer, and Agiel (
), the one called Flee, I,
"N", declare seven truths ... and enter."
) the Youth and Sandalphon (
) the Twin who between them bear
Adonai Melekh Ha-Aretz (
)."
) the Might of God who bears Shaddai El Chi (
).
) the Likeness of God who bears Elohim Tzabaot (
)."
) the Ship of God who bears Jahovah Tzabaot (
)."
) the Healing of God who bears Jahovah Eloh Va-Da'at
)."
) the Longing of God who bears Elohim Gibor (
)."
) the Righteousness of God who bears El (
)."
), Hidden Voice of God, who bears Yahweh Elohim
), I
behold the Vision and hear the Voice by thy revealing and concealing."
), Secret of God, who bears Yah (
), I understand the Vision and
Voice. Grant me Wisdom."
), Ever Young, Never Born, Without Beginning, who art called Jahoel
(
), who bears Eheieh (
), Grant What is to be Granted."
"Berashit Bara Elohim At Ha-Shmim Va-at Ha-Aretz."
.
| 10/3/90 | Harvest Moon Party 7 PM | Hypatia Cmp | ||
| 10/4/90 | "Oriental 777" class 7:30 PM | Hypatia Cmp | ||
| 10/5/90 | Initiations Workshop 0th Deg 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/7/90 | Gnostic Mass 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/10/90 | Massage Night 7:30 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/11/90 | Rites of Eleusis '90 meeting 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/12/90 | Crowleymass Open House at the Lodge | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/14/90 | Gnostic Mass 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/16/90 | Magick Theatre 7:30 PM reads The Alchemist by Ben Johnson | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/17/90 | Magick & Qabalah # 9 with Bill 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/18/90 | Grady Mass and Lodge of Perfection | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/19/90 | Initiations Workshop 1st Deg 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/21/90 | Gnostic Mass 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/23/90 | Secret Meeting. | |||
| 10/24/90 | Magick & Qabalah #10 with Bill 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/25/90 | Thelema Lodge Meeting 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/28/90 | Scorpio Birthday party 4:18 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/28/90 | Gnostic Mass Sunset | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 10/28/90 | DAYLIGHT SAVINGS TIME ENDS 2 AM | |||
| 10/31/90 | Halloween (call for info) | Thelema Ldg. |
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