Thelema Lodge
Ordo Templi Orientis
P.O.Box 2303
Berkeley, CA 94702 USA
May 1992 e.v. at Thelema Lodge
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to charge and command -- whatever that means. I heard stories of
such things, and frankly don't understand. Used to be, when somebody thought I was being
difficult, they called me to complain. Often found out that I didn't know what was being
attributed to me. Sometimes found out it was worse. Question Authority!
, Grand Master of O.T.O. from December 1947 e.v. to October
1962 e.v., made notes of his experiences over the years. Here's an account he wrote less
than a year after Crowley's Greater Feast. This selection focuses on his flight from the
Nazis and visa troubles. An outline for a book about his experiences in a Nazi concentration
camp is also extant. Although he made efforts to conceal the fact from A.C., Karl Germer had
been arrested by the Nazi's for his efforts on behalf of Crowley. Crowley was the "high-
grade British Freemason" noted below. The difficulties Germer had with getting a British
visa continued after the war. He was denied permission to travel to England when Crowley was
on his death-bed. The history of O.T.O. might have been very different if Karl Germer had
been able to received final instructions from Crowley. Germer probably wrote this account in
yet another doomed attempt at getting a visa to go to England, this time to clear up
Crowley's estate. Such bits of history as this shed light on the development of the Order.
| Out of the star enshrouded night it fell, | |
| A battered derelict that space had maimed, | |
| Its hull a twisted wreck, its power tamed, | |
| And of its crew no living soul to tell. | |
| Space dry and thin the rigid mummy sits | |
| And marks a vigil only death may keep; | |
| What endless night, what weary age of sleep | |
| Has he kept sentinel? No lip admits. | |
| That was a golden age, that world carefree | |
| When men stood foursquare on the crust of Urth | |
| And threw their challenge to the stars; with mirth | |
| They swore to conquer all infinity. | |
| So armed with courage knowledge would deny | |
| Their fragile bulbs of steel wire launched to float | |
| Across the shallow solar gulfs, where bloat | |
| Strange moons and planets in a crowded sky. | |
| And then with knowledge astronautic gained, | |
| With fire atomic as a willing slave, | |
| Upon the silent God of Night they gave | |
| An offering of ships, and men ordained. | |
| Of men imbued with zeal the mystics know | |
| Who manned those mighty ether ships that fell | |
| Like pebbles dropping down an endless well | |
| Until they came to alien suns where glow | |
| The incandescent vapors multihued, | |
| Where toxic gasses burn with tourquoise light | |
| Or smash the space-time contin'um with white | |
| Heat from a hellish dwarf, where planets brood | |
| Like peering eyes that stare upon the doomed; | |
| And from those new worlds of the starlit seas, | |
| From island nebulae, from galaxies, | |
| From burned-out suns whose glory once illumed | |
| Weird destinies. Here cosmic engineers | |
| Set colonies along their orbit runs | |
| Till navies filled with commerce of the suns | |
| Bore fruit of conquest, for those pioneers | |
| On the high sea of interstellar space | |
| By trellised lace of orbit lines, and force | |
| That binds each star and planet to its course | |
| Had welded fast their empire. But the race | |
| Of humankind had changed as aeons passed. | |
| No longer was the man of Urth supreme, | |
| But cosmopolitan, had lost his dream, | |
| And though he stood where wealth of knowledge massed | |
| Had thrown his outposts to the chasmed lip | |
| That marks the lightless, ultimate abyss | |
| Beyond which shore no beacon sun may hiss | |
| Or sibilate in silence, yet the whip | |
| Of manly strength that was his heritage | |
| Sank deep and fallow, while his gnarled machines | |
| Were given to the task, and thoughtless means | |
| Of mindless android monsters who for gage | |
| To measure used no human eye that scans | |
| But walked in darkness shadowed by the length | |
| Of instruments prehensile to strength | |
| Of electronic solenoids, where spans | |
| The rippled muscles of a force that spoke | |
| The unleashed power of atomic might | |
| Stripped from the glowing nucleus, where bright | |
| And hot the whiplashed positrons are broke | |
| Against bedrock neutronium, but soft, | |
| Effeminate and poised the progeny | |
| Of space tanned mariners where dark debris | |
| Who bloated on the ebb tide, for aloft | |
| The tentacles that spread to integrate | |
| With calculus logistical the plan | |
| That was to be the Monument to Man; | |
| A universe of virile peace, a state | |
| Omnipotent of matter, held decay | |
| And back the tide rolled, back across the years | |
| Of light and peace, back down the trail of tears, | |
| For empire is not won within a day | |
| But must be purchased by the blood of those | |
| Who dream the Greater Dream, and who would die | |
| While searching in the archives of the sky | |
| For knowledge that was placed beneath the Rose | |
| So long ago, back to its place of birth | |
| It slowly ebbed, and then along the sands | |
| Of outpost planets it has washed, rough hands | |
| Colonial were set against the Urth | |
| And Chaos ruled. So came the Tongueless One | |
| To walk the empty spaceways, and to grin | |
| With his huge imbecility, at men | |
| Beat down into dust and, beaten, shun | |
| Their heritage. And now from Urth is seen, | |
| When with a slow, majestic sweep begun | |
| Each eventide at setting of the sun, | |
| The Wheel of Stars parading down the screen | |
| Zodiacal, the constellations lost, | |
| The solar systems, fertile worlds, and rocks, | |
| The frigid planets, and the flame swept locks | |
| Of guardian keeps on Mercury. The cost | |
| Was paid in treasuries of energy | |
| Extraneous, and toil and sweat and thought | |
| Of terrene life to barren planets brought, | |
| Ten billion New Worlds in immensity. | |
| And now the old Urth, like a jeweled hag, | |
| Her gemmed cities bright against the breast | |
| Of umbrial shadows draped across the West | |
| From shoulders of the senile hills that sag | |
| With weariness that ages slow erode, | |
| Has gathered her ephemerae to dwell | |
| In cities sealed and domed with crystal shell, | |
| Here sits the Elder Brethern, here they bode | |
| In vaulted halls to weigh the Cosmic Plan | |
| By symboled logos, and as worlds set free | |
| Launch each a space-borne fleet to destiny, | |
| They comprehend the All; this was our Pan! | |
[Previously unpublished.]
by Aleister Crowley
Some years ago I thought to try
Prayer--test its efficacity.
I fished by a Norwegian lake.
"O God," I prayed, "for Jesus' sake
Grant thy poor servant all his wish!
For every prayer produce a fish!"
Nine times the prayer went up the spout,
And eight times--what a thumping trout!
(This is the only true fish-story
I ever heard--give God the glory!)
, are well drunk).

Conclusion
Kronos, Kronos, Your time has come, your time has come Kronos, Kronos, My youngest one, your time has come Let the children of Earth be freed Time dancing in reality Let their bodies walk on my fertile ground Harbinger of the seasons, Steadfast regularity Weighted down in reason, Steadfast regularity Ye child of the New Year This sickle I give you dear To sever all that lives in its time
Oh horned one of night, Hoofed and bare, your delight, Children of Earth may you sire And remember in your balls is my heart's fire Son of Earth and Chaos, Footsteps of lead, footsteps of lead To your father's flights of fancy, You must lend your heavy hand Let your brothers out of Tartaros land Oh child do you understand I place the future in your hand

ITEM: c. 11:30 AM, Good Friday. Procession behind man crowned with thorns and carrying cross
on Miracle Mile going in to San Rafael.
ITEM: c. 12:30 PM, Good Friday. At Fairfax Post Office, a man looking at newspaper in
dispenser sees headline and says: No Clemency! Good, Harris ought to die!
| 5/3/92 | Lodge Council & LOP 3:33 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/3/92 | Gnostic Mass 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/4/92 | Thelema Lodge meeting 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/5/92 | Beltane | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/9/92 | Jerry's Logoraea 6:30 PM Call to attend | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/10/92 | Gnostic Mass 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/12/92 | Planetary Magick a la Agrippa with Mark S. Class 7:30 PM Invocation 9 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/14/92 | Magick in Theory and Practice Study Circle with Marlene 7PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/16/92 | Thelema Lodge initiations Call to attend | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/17/92 | Mass Workshop 4:18 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/17/92 | Gnostic Mass 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/19/92 | Introduction to Chakras Study Circle With Andrew, 8:00 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/20/92 | Class on Banishing Rituals 8 PM with Bill Heidrick | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/23/92 | Thelema Lodge initiations Call to attend | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/24/92 | Gnostic Mass 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/27/92 | Basic Astrology with Grace 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/28/92 | Magick in Theory and Practice Study Circle with Marlene 7PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/30/92 | Jerry's Logorrhea 6:30 PM Call to attend | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/31/92 | Lodge Clean-up begins 1:11 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/31/92 | Gemini Birthday party 4:18 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
| 5/31/92 | Gnostic Mass 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. |
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